actuality.log

Warning: The following post contains a picture, or a part of it, that isn’t one of nature.
I am sane. It is just a lot easier to keep abusing one poor picture over and over again rather than actually come up with something meaningful to say. So while I’m in this state, such sort of nonsense [...]

ATCG*! or something like that.
If you haven’t already noticed, I’ve avoided a semi serious post here for a long time now. It’s not like I’ve been lazy, or that busy, or had nothing to say. It’s just, for all that talk about being calm, I am nowhere near it. Everything I’ve tried to put [...]

I repeat, large blocks of boring text return in a bit.

This is just a concept trial you know. The image, the stupid white colour, and the general nature of the text and how fast it fades out/how it fades out will be experimented on in time.

Why am I not home at a 10 to 2?
wahgnube.org/
- Tables cleaned up and 137 font tags removed.
- Broke a lot of CSS in zealotry. Will fix tomorrow.
- Templates very elaborate, but almost no work per page. Quite a bit of ugly SSI you won’t see.
- New content worked on for all pages, but not [...]

Large blocks of boring text return in a bit.
I’m starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
They’d come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming
and you’d want to call me..
And I would be there every time
you’d need me
I’d be there every time…
But for now I’ll [...]

And post a bunch of test results.

Disorder
Rating

Paranoid:
Low

Schizoid:
Very High

Schizotypal:
Moderate

Antisocial:
Low

Borderline:
Low

Histrionic:
Low

Narcissistic:
Low

Avoidant:
Low

Dependent:
Low

Obsessive-Compulsive:
Low

– Personality Disorder Test - Take It! –

Thanks Adi. My opinions when I make the time.

Again. I apparently like naming my images black and white. I also like taking fewish snaps and abusing them to the fullest.

You know you want to click me.
NP. Oasis - The Masterplan
Update: Worked with a 5-10 colour indexed mode image to get a very small gif. Rethresholded it to different values to get more detail. [...]

I feel so cheesy when I’m like this, but it has to be done.
If you were having one of those “Maybe he’s born with it, may be it’s Maybelli Dov Garni Jerge a product” moments inspired by catch phrases from hip companies, I plan to dispel any such doubt.

You’re free to laugh now. Go on, [...]

Honest. Just trying out life a little. This will have to do for now. Don’t let the fake half a smile fool ye. And no, the whitish glare in the general vicinity above my head has nothing to do with a halo.

NP. Lenny Kravitz - 5

Today was huge. One of the hugest days of my life. A few days earlier, I had declared it the “first day of the rest of my life”. Now, I think that was my first small step, but even that wasn’t as major as the events of today. Today was a much needed reality check. [...]

The Second Annual FSF Associate Membership meeting will be on Saturday, March 27, 2004, from 10:00 AM - 4:30 PM in Cambridge, MA, USA at MIT in Building 1, Room 190.
If you wish to attend, please RSVP to membership@fsf.org by Friday, March 12, 2004, in order to guarantee a space.
The meeting will feature presentations by [...]

So much has been going on, the only way to get all of this in is to break it up into small chunks. (Either that, or actually talk about all of it in one large post and have nothing left to say for the next few weeks. You know I’m going to be sneaky about [...]

Try this. Next time you’re, say, in the shower don’t think of, say, Eskimos, and I’ll give you this big bag of money. Yes, Eskimos. Just don’t think of them. Anything but, you heard me, ESKIMOS.
I know it’s hard and I doubt you can do it. That’s kinda sorta been the story of my weekend. [...]

I seem to have lost the drive and inspiration to do anything. I’ve slowed down, been rather dull and life seems pretty pointless. This is the primary reason for the reduction in frequency of journal updates. I’ve not been able to convince myself to sit down and try. This post was typed out in bits [...]

And I do have stuff to say. It’s just, my head is killing me right now and the bright glow from the monitor isn’t helping. I will try this again tomorrow.
NP. Warsaw Philharmonic Orchestra - Beethoven Symphonies Nos. 5 And 7