Guess who

just spent 2.5 grand on “impulsive” camera related purchases. Guess who doesn’t feel all that good about it.

And I thought I could buy excitement. I should be excited but instead I am all guilty. I am sure things will change when I really learn to use it and so on, but for now I just needed to tell people I did it.

So I feel they approve of my spending habits or something. I don’t need it, yet I do.