Life sucks

Hmm. Dozed off at work for something like an hour. Just woke. That hasn’t happened before, not during sane hours anyway.

I’m very drained. I am not getting anywhere with anything. All of this sucks.

People suck. Complicated things suck. Tension sucks. Life sucks.

I want to go to sleep and wake up with everything the way it should have been. I don’t want to deal with any of it.

Broken code.
Adhoc additions to said broken code.
Sheesh, the word adhoc and its connotation.
Insufficient test prep.
The existence of tests.
Tons of piled up homework.
The existence of homework.
Lack of understanding of what’s going on in classes due to not doing said homework.
Taxes. 300 fishing forms asking me stuff I don’t particularly know or care for.
Sleep deprivation.
People referring to me as “guy with the nice hair” or some such, and NOTHING ELSE.
As in, when all you need to be is something more to said people.

Insufficient knowledge, heart, skill, ability to work or enthusiasm to fix any of this.

Fish. Life sucks.