Sigh. Have you ever tried so hard not to fish things up just to end up fishing up the most important things in your life? Why do such sequences of events occur? Is that even remotely normal? I am not too bad a human being. I don’t actively aim to con or hurt anybody. I just want to be.. not hurtey and not unhappy.
It doesn’t seem fair. Being a geek sucks. I want to be expressive and articulate and not have to rely on ESP to make my thoughts heard.
Between feigning working and hurting people, I was not really in the mood to use my camera. Hastily played around with an earlier image to get this, my right eye.
Come to think of it, I am not in a “yay I want to update my log” mood either. You can burn up positively built up karma faster than you know it.